by Ken
I guessed I made you so mad,
I folded your forehead so badly
Sorry for making you so sad this past few days.
I love you so much
I think I'm so immature to make someone like you so depressed
Hoho, sorry for being naughty
for always treating you with mischief
But, I want you to know that everytime I see you so sad
My smiles fadez away with the wind
But you know what?
I cant promise you that I will never be so naughty onto you forever
Hehehehehehehe, maybe it's me,
It's my trademark already, being so childish, being so mischievous
Sorry for the pain that my jokes might bear
I never intended to hurt you,
Maybe I'm just comfortable that you wouldn’t be so mad at me
Because you are also naughty, sometimes more naughty than me.
The only difference is that,
You burst so fast
(Pikon)
Hahaha,
We're just same
We are treating each other with so much mischief
Hoho, I love you so much
And I miss you
(.!_!.)
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Missing You
by Ken
The day is so dimmed. The sky cries so loud. The wind sobs like a child. I feel very much sad, being away from my Hun. She lives 50 kilometers away from our province and it makes me feel so gloomy. I miss her so much, and I'm hoping that she feels the same way. I know that she loves me very much and it's enough to make me feel so fortunate. I have someone to lean on. I have a very special someone who inspires me to move on. She lives so lively inside my soul. She runs frenziedly here inside my head.
I miss her giggles and jokes. She always makes me smile whenever I'm in melancholy. She erases the folds on my forehead when I'm livid. I miss her so much. I can't wait for our next rendezvous.
Smile my Hun, smile. Take care of your self and take a period of rests. Never put your soul in total exhaustion from wondering and thinking that I might cheat. No, Hun, never. I will only love one, and it's you.
The day is so dimmed. The sky cries so loud. The wind sobs like a child. I feel very much sad, being away from my Hun. She lives 50 kilometers away from our province and it makes me feel so gloomy. I miss her so much, and I'm hoping that she feels the same way. I know that she loves me very much and it's enough to make me feel so fortunate. I have someone to lean on. I have a very special someone who inspires me to move on. She lives so lively inside my soul. She runs frenziedly here inside my head.
I miss her giggles and jokes. She always makes me smile whenever I'm in melancholy. She erases the folds on my forehead when I'm livid. I miss her so much. I can't wait for our next rendezvous.
Smile my Hun, smile. Take care of your self and take a period of rests. Never put your soul in total exhaustion from wondering and thinking that I might cheat. No, Hun, never. I will only love one, and it's you.
Friday, August 15, 2008
It All Started Here..
by Roze
[i wrote this 2 yrs ago, when i began to noticed this weird feeling towards him.. then months followed, until we became really really close.. as you can read and visualize, HE didn't liked me at first :D]
[Dec 2006]
Oh God, im typing now our research, but all I am thinking is he. How could I get him out of my mind.. im goddamn jealous of the girls around him.. the way he talks with them, it breaks my stupid heart.. I know im not his gf or even besfriend but, im so hurt.. if only I could find a way to forget him.. im trying! Swear.. but i just cant. I don’t know whats with him.. what he wants to happen. He’s giving me signs that I should continue to love him, but in return, it is getting harder and harder.. Is he just a nice guy to talk with those girls? Or is there really something going on? He gave me a little film made by he last v’s day.. greeting me.. and the stupid me, I gave meaning to it.. but for him, its just a plain greeting ang gratitude.. oh my, what is happening???? It hurts a lot,, seeing he’s so close to me yet his feelings is so far.. is it my fault to fall for him? What would I do?
I always thought I am kind of special to u.. whenever I feel so alone and when I am stupid jealous, I always look at the cd that u gave to me, and all of my worries are gone..
……….. after almost 10 months from the time I had type the words above, big changes happened, and I don’t know if ill be glad or scared. He’s so close to me now, and people think we are couple. OMG. What is happening? The world is round. Lol. I like what is happening, because my ultimate crush has a crush to me now, and I can feel that he really likes me. So whats the problem?? Here. There is a guy apart from him who has a crush to me, and the weirder part is, I think I have a feelings towards that guy. Not as much as passionate as I can say to what I feel to the guy1, but everytime I see the guy2, theres a butterfly in my stomach.. maybe because he is popular and im so flattered that he has a crush to me. He said he has a crush to me way back before I was still fat. And I think I knew that. Coz I heard his friends teased him to me. But I did not paid attention to it. And now, he started to txt me saying that he loves me esp now that I am pretty haha, I mean, skinny..
if I would have to choose bet. Guy1 and guy2, there is no doubt that I will choose guy1. No questions, no doubts. I think I love him already. And he has the qualities, which I look for a guy. Although NOT ALL, but nobody is perfect. And even though I try to lose these feelings, I cant. So I think this is it. I just hope that I choose the right guy.. Anyway all of my friends have the approval. Besides, he is my friend also.
And im fuckin jealous and irritated if he’s not txting on me whenever I txted him.. am I being so possessive? Knowing that we are not still officially bfs gfs thingie.. but it goes like that so I think I have the right to act as a GF and he has the power to act as a BF.. really?? And he calls me emo and I don’t know if that his lovers call to me.. u know, the usual “paglalambing” names..
[Jan152008]
I feel that he loves me now.. we went to movies already by our own, and im not timid being with him alone.. im used to it and im happy being with him. Although there’s a lot of boylets coming into my way now (and sadly, some of them I have a crush also), I think I still want to be with him. He’s like a bestfriend and lover waahaha.. the thing is, if we would come to the point that our relationship is already formal, I promise that I would stop to entertain other boys. But now, unless we are not yet bf gf, I could still fling with them.. boooo.
[i wrote this 2 yrs ago, when i began to noticed this weird feeling towards him.. then months followed, until we became really really close.. as you can read and visualize, HE didn't liked me at first :D]
[Dec 2006]
Oh God, im typing now our research, but all I am thinking is he. How could I get him out of my mind.. im goddamn jealous of the girls around him.. the way he talks with them, it breaks my stupid heart.. I know im not his gf or even besfriend but, im so hurt.. if only I could find a way to forget him.. im trying! Swear.. but i just cant. I don’t know whats with him.. what he wants to happen. He’s giving me signs that I should continue to love him, but in return, it is getting harder and harder.. Is he just a nice guy to talk with those girls? Or is there really something going on? He gave me a little film made by he last v’s day.. greeting me.. and the stupid me, I gave meaning to it.. but for him, its just a plain greeting ang gratitude.. oh my, what is happening???? It hurts a lot,, seeing he’s so close to me yet his feelings is so far.. is it my fault to fall for him? What would I do?
I always thought I am kind of special to u.. whenever I feel so alone and when I am stupid jealous, I always look at the cd that u gave to me, and all of my worries are gone..
……….. after almost 10 months from the time I had type the words above, big changes happened, and I don’t know if ill be glad or scared. He’s so close to me now, and people think we are couple. OMG. What is happening? The world is round. Lol. I like what is happening, because my ultimate crush has a crush to me now, and I can feel that he really likes me. So whats the problem?? Here. There is a guy apart from him who has a crush to me, and the weirder part is, I think I have a feelings towards that guy. Not as much as passionate as I can say to what I feel to the guy1, but everytime I see the guy2, theres a butterfly in my stomach.. maybe because he is popular and im so flattered that he has a crush to me. He said he has a crush to me way back before I was still fat. And I think I knew that. Coz I heard his friends teased him to me. But I did not paid attention to it. And now, he started to txt me saying that he loves me esp now that I am pretty haha, I mean, skinny..
if I would have to choose bet. Guy1 and guy2, there is no doubt that I will choose guy1. No questions, no doubts. I think I love him already. And he has the qualities, which I look for a guy. Although NOT ALL, but nobody is perfect. And even though I try to lose these feelings, I cant. So I think this is it. I just hope that I choose the right guy.. Anyway all of my friends have the approval. Besides, he is my friend also.
And im fuckin jealous and irritated if he’s not txting on me whenever I txted him.. am I being so possessive? Knowing that we are not still officially bfs gfs thingie.. but it goes like that so I think I have the right to act as a GF and he has the power to act as a BF.. really?? And he calls me emo and I don’t know if that his lovers call to me.. u know, the usual “paglalambing” names..
[Jan152008]
I feel that he loves me now.. we went to movies already by our own, and im not timid being with him alone.. im used to it and im happy being with him. Although there’s a lot of boylets coming into my way now (and sadly, some of them I have a crush also), I think I still want to be with him. He’s like a bestfriend and lover waahaha.. the thing is, if we would come to the point that our relationship is already formal, I promise that I would stop to entertain other boys. But now, unless we are not yet bf gf, I could still fling with them.. boooo.
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